| Location | Dorset |
| Age | 46 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 17/02/1958 |
| Date of Death | 01/05/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,387 since 16/03/2009 |
| Creator |
Chris - You were such a wonderful person, so full of life, nothing ever fazed you. You were laid back to the point of falling over, your smile could light up a room.
Originally from Essex, you never forgot your roots, supporting of all teams West Ham!
I so wish i could turn back time, i would have stayed right by your side instead of throwing it all away. Thats something i will have to live with for the rest of my life.
How i wish id had the chance to tell you i still loved you. Not for one minute did i think you would do what you did. To this day i cant believe your gone. I know your watching over us all, and i know that youve seen your beautiful grand daughter born last August. I so wish you were here to help us all through life.
There isnt a day goes by that i dont speak to you, wishing you were still here with me. I just look into the sky for the brightest star, and i know thats you. I dont think the pain or guilt will ever go away.
I miss you so much & i`ll love you for ever and a day.
Until we meet again Chris - big kissezzzz `n` lottsa luv `n` hugzzzzz
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx
R.I.P Chris.
Dream
Last night i dreamt that you were back with us, it was such a lovely feeling, being able to hold & kiss you again. It still felt real for a few seconds after id woken up - but then i realised you weren't here after all. I came back down to earth with a helluva bump!
I still miss you & chat with you nearly every day - i think i always will.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Jenny
Chris, today we had a service of thanksgiving for Jennys life. Please look out for her and look after her. Let her know her boys will be fine.
Missing you as always
Xxx
7 Years On ....
Its been 7 years now Chris, and i still miss you every single day. Why were you so sad, why couldnt you have spoken to someone about how you were feeling, why couldnt i have been a better, nicer person.
There was a group back in the seventies called Sad Cafe. They once had a hit called "Every day hurts". OMG, how true that is. There isnt a day goes by that i dont think of you and miss you. The ache in my heart is constant. I talk to you every day and i know when your around. I miss you so much Chris, im so so sorry.
XXXXXXX
This will be the 7th Christmas without you Chris.
Im sure you know already, but were due another grand child. I cant wait, im like a kid in a sweet shop - (you know me)!!! ~L~
I miss you so much, i know your around still, i feel you close to me sometimes. I swear i hear your voice at night.
I miss you so much Chris - i always will.
Like the saying goes - "Dont know what you've got till its gone"
Ohhhhhh, how true it is!!
Sweet dreams Chris - Till we meet again
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
6 years on -----
Chris, its 6 years since we lost you, yet it only seems like yesterday. I wish i could stop the tears falling from my eyes, stop the pain and heartache inside, stop the constant wondering why`s and what if`s. Life doesnt get any better, it doesnt get any easier, you just learn to live with the fact that your loved one is gone. Gone, but not from my memories or my heart. There you will live on forever and a day. Every day i ask myself why you left us to be a star so bright in the night sky, but i dont have the answer, and i dont think i ever will. Maybe one day i will find peace in my heart, room to forgive you and to forgive myself for not asking the right questions, for not knowing how you were feeling and what you were about to do. Im so sorry.
Love always,
Anjie
XxX
Missing you so much
Its almost 6 years since you left us. I hate this time of year. There isnt a day goes by that i dont speak to you or ask your advice, or just have a cry. I dont feel whole without you. Its like the other half of me is missing. I`ll miss you forever and a day. I dont know if we could`ve worked things out, its something i`ll never know, but i`ll wish forever that id given it a try. I just hope that wherever you are, you`re happy.
Love always,
XxX
I PROMISE I WILL HEAR…..
Don't think of me as dead and gone
Please understand I have just moved on
God took my hand
When you thought I had died
And led me over to the other side.
There's a better life
Than the one we know
And to it one day we all must go
No more pain, hardship,
Or times of misery
Instead there's all our loved ones
As happy as can be.
You may not see me for a little while
Hear me laugh or see me smile
But I promise you with all my heart
From the ones I love I will never part.
I will always be with you,
However far you walk
I will always listen,
When you feel you need to talk
So when you are saddened
Or driven to despair
Take comfort from the knowledge
That I am always there.
One day soon I will share with you
The happiness I have found
And you will see life doesn't end
Six feet beneath the ground
Forget about graveside visits
And fresh flowers every day
A yearly verse in the papers
Is surely not the way
When there is something you want to say
Or you wish that I was near
Just talk to me like you always did
I promise I will hear.
Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Christopher's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
There have been 442 candles lit for Christopher.
